Racing Against Time

Racing Against Time


Jesus

Praise belongs to you

I will always love you

Keeper of my soul

Healer and Master

Let your great love

Come upon us

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Violated 

Violated 


Forcefully

He took me

Forcefully

He violated me

With disrespect

Disregard

And cold, cruel contempt

I cried until

I slumped

On the cold concrete

Close to a church

Wanting to die

My breathing, shallow and weak

I prayed,


“Take me Lord

I don’t want to stay here anymore,

In a cold cruel world.”

Then I heard voices

But they sounded like

Angels singing

Or a church worship session

The singing was angelic

“But surely

These are humans,”

My tired mind wondered

My mind reeling and spinning

I lay there

Bleeding and in pain

“I can’t loose my baby.”

My mind shrieked,

“No I can’t loose my baby,”

I suddenly wanted to live

For the sake of my baby

An unfamiliar groan sifted into my mind

“Who is groaning?”

I thought within me

Then I heard voices

This time closer to me

“She alive,” a female voice yelled

A male voice replied,

“Call 911, she will make it in Jesus name.”

“Yes pastor,” the female voice answered

The pastor held me and rocked me like a new born baby

“Jesus loves you, you will be okay,”

One year later

The pastor married me

And my baby is our baby

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The Last Time I Saw You

The Last Time I Saw You

The last time I saw you

You could not look at me

You were angry

Traumatized and sad

Because I left you

And broke our vow

 

The last time I saw you

You had become an addict

To alcohol

You were tired and discouraged

You hated women

 

The last time I saw you

I wondered if you would ever heal

And I also became sad

Because I hurt you

By leaving

And made you loose

Confidence in love and marriage


But you must remember

That we fought everyday

In front of our children

We were both miserable

And our home became

A battle ground

And a place of mourning

Unhealthy for us

And our children

Everyday I pray

For you

The father of my children

That God will heal your heart

And mine too

Because we both need it

Divorce is painful

Divorce is sad

But sometimes

It just has to happen

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Never Forget

Never Forget


Never forget that

You were born for a purpose

You are special

You were born to love

 

Never forget that

Tomorrow will come

And judgement will follow

In your favor

Or against you


Never forget

That a child that insults

His father will

Pay the price

For disobedience

 

Never forget

That love created the world

And love rules.

Anything not done in love

Will always lead to sorrow

Never forget

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No One Else

No One Else


No one else

Loves me the way you do

You were there

When I was born

You have always been my protector

And defender

You said to me,

“Your pain is my pain,”

What a love

So pure, so divine

May we your children

Never doubt your great love

And mercy

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When You Said Goodbye 

When You Said Goodbye 


And that when I started to cry

When you said goodbye

When you took your love

And gave it

To someone else

 

I started to cry

When I remembered the home

We built together,

And our lovely kids

I started to cry

When you ignored your children

And pretended they

Did not exist

 

But I stopped crying

When I remembered

The goodness of God

And his mercy

He became

The father of my children

And I never lacked

He wiped away my tears

And brought David

Who loved me

And grew old with me

And I never remembered

You or your betrayal

Ever again

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I Will Count My Blessings

I Will Count My Blessings

I’m counting my blessings

Not my sorrows

I refuse to meditate

On negative things

I will rejoice

And be glad in Him

I will beautify


My mind

With the word of God

He said I’m blessed

He said I’m healed

He said I am beautiful

I am who He says I am

I reject negative thoughts

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The Heavens Above

The Heavens Above

I contemplate the heavens above

The wonders of heaven

And the love of God

I can see a golden hand street out

The hand writes on the cloud

Pure golden clouds

Thick and powerful

Child give me your heart

Open your heart

I reply,

“Lord, take my heart

It belongs to you

Make me understand

That your love is all that matters

Every other love flows from you


The source of living love

I will love you

O Lord my God

Because you deserve

All my love.”

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Rising From The Dust

Rising From The Dust


Rising from the dust I made a promise

To myself

To hate the dust

My garment was grey

And torn

My hair was thin

And brittle

I looked ugly

Rising from the dust

I washed myself in gold

My hair turned to gold

A white garment was given to me

Studded with silver, diamond and gold

I was given golden sandals

Royalty embraced me

And I looked like royalty

Rising from the dust

I dared to dream

The dream of dreams

I dreamt of the

Emancipation of my brethren

I dreamt of liberty and peace

I dreamt of equality, fairness and justice


Rising from the dust

I see a great future

For me and my brothers

Even if it eludes us here

There is a land above the galaxies

Where love reigns supreme

A glorious Kingdom

Rising from the dust

I am constantly glad

Because I know that

That Kingdom will come

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I Wrote On The Wall

I Wrote On The Wall


I wrote on the Wall

After months of grief

I made a vow

Within me

Never to cry again

Never to mourn again

Like the souls

In the land

Of grief

Under the earth

I wrote on the wall

You will never haunt me again

After months of grief

I made Jesus

My first love

And shunned the

Love of the world

I wrote on the wall

I am over you

Each day I pass by my

Handwriting on the walll

And smile within me

It is certainly over

I wrote on the wall

Never again

Will my heart be broken

By a mortal

You were handsome

You were clever

You were rich

Every woman’s dream

And you chose me

And loved me

In mindless passion

And obsession

I was enchanted

And enamoured

By the weight

Of you desire

You seemed too unreal

In your beauty

And charm

Love for you took over my soul

And my soul cleaved to your soul

We were one

In love and life

After some time

You took my love

And cast in on a hard stone

You gave my heart

To the birds to eat

You became bored and tired

You cast me aside

And caused me grief

I prayed to God

For healing of the heart

One glorious morning

I clenched my teeth

Walking with firm strides

And uplifted shoulder

With a little smirk

On my weary face

In firm resolve

I marched to the sitting room

And wrote on the wall

A silent mutiny and vow

With myself


I wrote on the wall

Because I know that

Each morning I will smile

In victory

That I am indeed over you

I wrote in the wall

“You are my past

Jesus is my future.”

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