I Tried To Love You But…

Everyday
I tried to love you
But I couldn’t
You were to me
The wrong man
That I married
It was an arranged marriage
That made me loose the man
Of my dreams

You loved me
You were the best
You lived for me
However,
I could never forget
That you were not
My choice
I believed our marriage
Was an accident
That should never have happened
One morning in September
You woke up
And said
“You know what? I release you.”
And that was final
I was free
But an ache began
To eat me up
As I realized that
I could not live without you
I could not forget the way
You loved me
And I became convinced that
No man will ever
Love me
The way you did
However it was too late
Your heart had
Turned away from me
Here I am
Sad and miserable
Missing the years that
We spent together
And drowning in memories
Of our intertwined past life
That just won’t go away
I was such a fool
To let go of
A love so beautiful
But it is simply
Too late
I now know that
I loved you
I had to miss you
To realize that
Nicely express
Thank you 🙏😊
My pleasure